Thursday, March 29, 2012
“You like sushi? I get it from the market on Folsom. After five they sell everything half price—“
“Fuck you!” I push the plastic container so hard it flips over onto the floor.
He just smiles. A big, shit-eating grin. Did I really sleep with this guy? I don’t remember. I DON’T REMEMBER!
Shouldn’t that count for something?
“It’s okay you’re clumsy. Probably hung-over too, huh?” he says as he picks my California roll of the floor with long, hairless fingers. Dainty fingernails. Like a piano player.
Did we talk at the bar at Chex Louis about how I played piano from the time I was seven? Is that how we hooked up?
I DON’T REMEMBER!
“Please, can I just go? Please?” I say.
He doesn’t answer, just picks at the wasabi that’s stuck in the carpet.
“You seem like a really nice guy. How about I take your number and we get together sometime. Go dancing. Whatever you want.”
He nudges the sushi toward me on the overturned crate that’s acting as my dinner table. I keep looking at the door, and he notices.
“You’re not going anywhere,” he says, not in a mean way, just in a matter-of-fact tone that is way scarier.
It’s even scarier when he takes one of the pieces of California roll and stuffs it in my mouth.
“Stop talking now,” he says, as he takes my flannel shirt off the bed and uses it to sop up the soy sauce I spilled on the rug.