Thursday, December 24, 2009
Nancy: Nancy, originally from my novel Crosses, is grown up now. She is also, as she’s always been, the most like me of all my characters. For my holiday blog this year, I’ve taken my own experience, wrapped it in Nancy’s persona, and made something new.
Nancy: I do not know why I wore platform heels to the Christmas Tree Shops, just to stand in lines… lines through the front door, lines around in circles and swirls, to the gift tins I came for, and around one side to get a glass strawberry-dipped-in-chocolate ornament and a deep red heart ornament that makes me think of Twilight. Lines in and out of heaps of reduced-price baubles and stupid things, only not so stupid since I need these last minute massagers and coloring books, reed diffusers and faux-crystal santas.
At the checkout, the woman behind me is complaining about my full basket and the long wait in line. I look up and see that she is a nun, which makes me smile inside. I remember when Casey was little, she shouted “A nun! A nun! Mommy, I saw a nun!” inside a McDonald’s. As if she’d seen a unicorn.
I tell the nun to go on ahead of me, since she only has one item. She is surprised at first, then politely declines. Whatever. Score one for me with God anyway, is what I figure.
And you know what? The baubles and other gifts aren’t worth much money, but are my way of saying, “I’m glad you’re in my life,” and they’re good gifts because of that. The thought really does count. And Casey will love the Twilight-ish ornament. I feel pretty good, as my aching feet lead me out the line out the door and all the way back to my car a lot away.
My feet ache, but when I get home I’ll change into sneakers and sit down and write, and when Christmas comes, I’ll say, I did all right this year.